I was mid-sentence the other morning, full eye contact with my kid. Confident start. And then the word I needed just... left.
Not a hard word. Not "antidisestablishmentarianism." The word was spatula.
I stood in my kitchen, pointing at the drawer, saying "the flippy thing." Like I had just arrived on this planet. My teenager didn't even blink. She's used to it by now.
I couldn't help but wonder: is this just what my brain does now?
You Slept 8 hours But Still Feel Exhausted
You sleep a full night. Wake up destroyed.
Not just tired. Completely drained like you never slept at all.
That's Non-Restorative Sleep. NRS.
Your body went through the motions of sleeping but didn't actually restore anything.
Makes you mentally weaker. Less focused. Less attractive. Poor decisions. Zero empathy.
Half of Americans feel sleepy 3-7 days a week according to CDC.
Most reach for melatonin or sedatives. Those actually make NRS worse.
Your Brain Is Not Broken. It's Hungry.
About sixty percent of women going through menopause report brain fog. Forgetting names, losing words, walking into rooms with zero memory of why.
It feels personal. It is not.
Your brain uses twenty percent of your body's total energy. It is the most fuel-hungry organ you own. And the way it recharges, moment to moment, is through a molecule called ATP. Think of ATP as your brain's battery. Creatine is what plugs that battery back in.
When I say creatine, I know exactly where your mind went. Giant tubs. Angry gorilla on the label. A twenty-two-year-old named Braden shaking it in a bottle the size of a fire hydrant.
Stay with me.
The Part They Never Put on the Label
About ninety-five percent of the creatine in your body lives in your muscles. The other five percent sits in your brain and your heart.
Women carry seventy to eighty percent lower creatine stores than men. We start with less fuel in the tank. Then menopause arrives and estrogen drops. The enzymes your body uses to make its own creatine slow down right along with it.
So the brain's energy supply gets squeezed at the exact moment it needs the most power. That word on the tip of your tongue? Your brain might not have enough charge to retrieve it.
This is not a character flaw. This is chemistry.
Two Studies That Changed My Mind
In 2025, a team at the University of Novi Sad in Serbia ran a trial on thirty-six menopausal women. They gave one group fifteen hundred milligrams of creatine HCl daily. About the size of two capsules.
The women on that dose showed a 16.4 percent rise in creatine levels in the frontal brain. Their reaction time improved. And researchers could actually see it on brain imaging scans.
First time anyone had imaging proof that creatine raises brain energy in menopausal women. Not guessing, not inferring. Seeing it.
A second study came from St. Olaf College. Fifteen postmenopausal women took five grams of creatine monohydrate daily for fourteen weeks. One third moved from mild cognitive impairment scores to normal scores.
Normal scores.
I read that line three times. Then I closed my laptop and sat with it.
Before You Sprint to the Supplement Aisle
I need to be honest with you, because that's the whole point of this.
These studies are small. Thirty-six women in one, fifteen in the other. The results are promising, but they are not proof carved in stone. Larger trials are underway.
But creatine itself is not new to science. A 2025 review from Dr. Richard Kreider at Texas A&M looked at six hundred and eighty-five clinical trials. Side effects were no different from placebo.
This is one of the most studied supplements on earth. It's just that, until recently, almost nobody studied it in us.
What to Actually Grab Off the Shelf
The two trials used two different forms. Both worked.
The Serbian trial went with creatine HCl. That's the concentrated version. Fifteen hundred milligrams a day, about two small capsules.
Over at St. Olaf, the women took creatine monohydrate. The classic, most-studied form. Five grams a day stirred into water or a smoothie.
Neither needs a loading phase. That's gym-speak for "take a massive amount the first week and pray." Skip it and start at the regular dose.
Pick whichever fits your life. Talk to your doctor before you begin. Always.
The Flippy Thing
I did eventually remember the word spatula. Took about nine seconds. Felt like forty.
My brain is not broken. Yours isn't either. It might just be running low on something specific.
The most boring-looking powder on the shelf? I walked past it for years. Figured it belonged to someone else. Turns out it might have been waiting for me the whole time.
Not a miracle. Not a cure-all. Just a body asking for fuel, and science finally catching up to the question.



